a long over due update.

i'm alive and well.
let me catch you all up on what you've missed since you last heard from me.

i turned 20 in july.
tyler moved home again.
i moved to orem.

ya that's about it... three things.

so i guess i can talk to you about my roommates.
i have 3 roommates. sarah. kirsten. lecera.
i have seen/met each of them twice and i've lived here for ten days now.
i was so excited to come down to college and meet new friends but... that hasn't exactly happen yet. i know i should give it time but come on. i have three roommates and i haven't said more then ten words to any of them in TEN DAYS. i guess i can't complain too much though because it feels like i have the apartment to myself which i love. i throw all of my stuff on the table and hang out in the front room and i'm never bugged. and if you're my mom  you'd say something like "next time you see one of them ask them if they want to play uno or something." thanks mom... anywho. next subject.

tyler is home. guys. tyler. is. home. do you know how much better that little sentence makes my life? so so much better. it really sucks that i moved away a week after he got home but that's life. with me not having any friends or a job i get to see him more than i thought i would. last night we went to the rsl game and it was AWESOME!!!!! if you're in the mood to see something cool you should check out the bicycle kick goal off the post. its pretty much every soccer players dream. anyways. back to tyler. i love him. he's so cute :) i just love him and i'm so happy he's home. we've never been more in-tune with each other or so happy. last night he just made me laugh nonstop. he really is the funniest guy i know. i love him. another plus is that i think he got taller while he was gone... so i really do fit perfectly under his chin now. he gives the best hugs. he's just so perfect :)

the job. or lack of job i guess. i worked full time in an attorney's office over the summer which i LOVED but quit a few weeks before school started so i could find a new job before i moved out and get situated in that area before school. please ask me if that's what happened... did you know that no one wants to hire me? its almost been a month and i have applied for over 50 jobs and have only been offered one job. why didn't i take the job you ask? i had a mini phone interview with classic skating that went really well and they pretty much guaranteed me a job but i haven't really heard back from them and that was almost two weeks ago... but i turned down my only job offer because of it. i have had a job since i was 14 so this whole unemployed thing is not my cup of tea. i need a job people.

another thing. i still have an etsy shop. i've sold 3 orders and made a present for someones wedding but other than that it never really took off like i thought it would.

school. oh school. i was dreading school but i actually love it. i'm majoring in communications public relations and minoring in marketing. i've always thought people were crazy for going after their dream job but thanks to my cute tyler he showed me that i actually can have my dream job. i don't know why but that really blew my mind. so what is my dream job? i want to be in charge of the half times and time outs of a sports team. do you know how much fun that would be?! its my event planning and sports and public speaking dreams all tied into one. i'm pretty stoked to say the least. one thing i need help with though is some connections... so if any of you have any connections whatsoever to a sports team or anything at all please please please message me or something. i promise i'll do something awesome in return.

another person in my life. deanna. she really is my best friend. no one else will let me make nasty comments and still be my friend. and she listens to me talk for hours and doesn't make fun of my singing or dance moves. she actually says she likes it oddly enough. i hope everyone has a friend like deanna. but no just a friend. best friends. [yes i said it in that voice]

ok so i guess that was more than three things but i've been gone for a long time. hopefully with my lack of friends and job i might feel inclined to blog more. until then, deuces.